Re: Should I keep trying....
The Freestyle is not enough. Get a Symphony or some other hospital-grade machine, and do make sure the horns are the right size.
I know this is extremely difficult but nursing triplets can be done! My aunt managed to breastfeed her triplets for 6 months- at which time she was too exhausted to continue and switched to formula. But she did manage to provide enough for all three babies. And even if you can't provide the totality of your babies' diet, any milk you provide is still a huge benefit.
Coolest thing my big girl said recently: "How can you tell the world is moving when you are standing on it?"
Coolest thing my little girl sang recently: "I love dat one-two pupples!"