It's official. My son hasn't nursed since Friday. He screams and arches and pulls back whenever I try to feed. I wanted to make it at least 18 months. It is bitter sweet. I wasn't ready, but it was clear that he was ready. I plan to at least pump and feed my milk for a couple more months just so he has it. I tried to explain how I felt to my husband, but all he did was berate me and tell me I was supposed to go 2 years. I told him that I knew that, it was my job (I am a CLC), and he told me I wasn't doing my job then. I started crying and told him he hurt my feelings and that it was really hard for me. He said he was sorry and that he didn't realize it mattered so much to me... sorry for the rant, but I knew you guys would understand. Thanks for listening.