I want to breast feed my little boy so bad, but am having a hard time. I am a first time mom and my newborn is a week old. My milk did not come in until 5 days after his birth and he had lost so much weight the doctors were concerned and I could not watch as he cried for food. After trying some S&S I ended up giving him the bottle and that is were it all began. Now he does not want to breast feed. He latches on great but because its harder than a bottle he gives up fast and just cries. I try to sooth him with a finger and soothing sounds, but after 10 minutes of crying I cant take it anymore and I end up caving-in and giving him my pumped milk through a bottle. I hate myself for doing it but I can't stand it when he cries. What can I do? How can I get him to feed from my breast? Please help, I feel like such a failure.