DS is 11 weeks old and I'm going to start working once a week next monday, which I'm feeling really guilty and anxious about, especially since I dind't HAVE to go back so soon. But unfortunatly, before I had the baby I told them I'd be back when DS would be 8 weeks (I figured it would be easy and since it was only 5-6 hours per week...) but then I postponed and now I can't do that anymore since people are counting on me.
Anyway, we had a rough start with a bad latch and cracked nipples, but things have been working really well for the past 3-4 weeks, no bottles, just EBF.
My question is, can I ruin everything by having DS taking 2 bottle per week?
I bought a medela calma bottle, that is supposed to make him work for the milk.
I realize this may sound really silly but we worked so hard and things are going so well with nursing, that I REALLY don't wanna mess this up. I would prefer not to work for now than loosing our BF relatioship!
What are your experiences? How can I make this work?