I'm sorry it's so tough, I'm really glad your husband is supportive. Mine is too and it really helped. It's not too late to turn things round and I definitely agree with keep nursing and pumping to get your supply up. Hang in there, I am so glad she loves nursing! That can be a huge motivator. I remember clearly the first time I felt like my little girl was comforted by nursing and it really motivated me to keep going when it was so tough.