Yep. I breastfeed because I'm lazy and stubborn and have the "one more time" attitude that never ends. It sucks when there are issues with breastfeeding. It sucks when our children are sick or get hurt or simply exhausting. But it's what we signed up for. Having a baby is hard work. I've never been so emotionally and physically challenged in my life. But I can't imagine I would have been less challenged had I formula fed. And I look back and feel so much pride for sticking with it and making it work. Because it did finally get better. And there are even times it's enjoyable and sweet and fills my heart with love. I hope you can grit your teeth through the bad days because it is worth it. You are doing an amazing and selfless thing.