It's still hard. I've been reminded tonight; two-fold. 1) DD2 is having a hard time tonight. She'll only drift off to sleep if we're laying down with her and she's touching us. It seems touching has replaced nursing. It's 1:37am now and she's running around the living room. I know that if I could nurse her, she would and I KNOW she'd fall asleep. 2) My BFF's water broke!! The thought of a little tiny newborn makes me miss holding, snuggling and nursing DD2 all the more. I know I have another coming, but that doesn't mean it hurts any less that I feel like I've lost a part of DD2.