Wow, you have really been going through the ringer! You are doing a wonderful job sticking with BF. I agree with PP's that while you have thrush use just the nystatin cream and not the Lansinoh. Also, while breastmilk can be great to put on your nipples to help healing, it may also not be a good idea with thrush. The thrush feeds on the milk. I'd hold off on that remedy until the thrush is gone. Hopefully the diflucan will help. I really hope you start to feel better soon!