Thank you. I'm not sure about pumping. I know I need to. My daughter isn't really wanting to nurse at all anymore. She will latch on still but will only stay on maybe 30 seconds. Last night she nursed on one side for about one minute. She pulled off with a big smile and some milk came out. I was happy to see that but my heart is seriously breaking every time I give her a bottle and I don't know if I have it in me emotionally to pump right now.
Thanks for the support. This is really hard. I thought I would be nursing a toddler, not stopping at ten months.
I can't explain it. I know I need to pump... I just feel so defeated and everything seems like too much work right now. I just want her to latch on, nurse and grow! It is so simple. Bottles and mixing and formula and warming bottles and washing bottles... it is just so much effort right now with how I am feeling emotionally. I feel selfish not pumping. I need to snap out of it.