I BF Gwyn for the first two months. She latched on right away without a problem.. We began to struggle with what seemed to be a latch problem and pain associated with that. I went to lactation clinics and talked to successful BFing moms. Nothing helped! Pumping (medela double) was hard for me because I barely expressed any milk most of the time (1-4oz). I tried nursing often, pumping in between, and other milk producing ideas. I had several clog ducts and worked through them. It became very stressful and overwhelming... To the point that I was so uncomfortable, didn't want Gwyn touching me because I was in pain and discomfort - not a good feeling with a super sweet new baby that I wanted to bond with! I ended up with mastitis 2 times and finally "unresolvable breast pain" according to the doctor. At this point my husband and I decided that it was best for me to stop. However, MORE than ANYTHING I wanted to BF. I still cry when thinking about the fact that I'm not and am super sensitive about the subject. I set high expectations for myself and feel like I failed both of us. SO with all that background I started wondering if I could try again. I don't know if it would be a mistake. Would I have the same pain I had before? Would we be successful when there were so many struggles the first round? Would latching be difficult at this point? Working full time I would want to nurse 3-5 feedings. I am concerned that if I follow all the tips to get milk producing again I will end up producing too much and be in the clogged duct/mastitis situation again. Has anyone had a similar situation? Success? Advice? I either need to give it another try or get over it. Thanks for thoughts and support!!!!!