Re: Do you ever feel this way?
Yes! I bf my daughter for over two years and I actually had fleeting thoughts about bottle feeding my newborn so that I could have more time for my gaughter. I have tried to shower her with attention when I am not bfeeding and while I am bfeeding I still interact with her by reading, putting a puzzle together or watchkin a show. I also decided to sleep with my newborn and I have found that I'm less tired. My daughter still sleeps in our bed so for now the newborn and I are sleeping on a couch pullout.
ETA: nursing right now and typing one-handed, sorry for alll the typos!
Ava 9.24.08 self weaned at 2.5
August 8.19.11 still nursing, trying to wean gently