She's definitely weaning. She now will nurse only when sleepy. Even our once best nursing sessions - at bedtime and first thing in the morning - are now only one-sided and very short. My body can't seem to keep up - even when she nurses I have very little to offer. I feel so sad. Really sad. Call me silly if you may but I've been teary all day and crying as I'm typing this. I miss my baby. I miss when she came to the breast to really gulp down the milk. I miss the feeling of my heavy letdowns and of the precious substance that my body works to make going from my body into her. How do I take that back - I can't, I never can. I feel like mourning. I pushed through SO many obstacles to nurse her until now and wanted to nurse her for a long time. I'm not ready to stop now. To be fair, it's not like she HAS stopped, but since my body has really slowed down the milk making I feel the complete end is not far. I feel like mourning - am I so crazy to feel that way? What do I say to myself to feel better??? No one IRL understands, no one can offer me any words of comfort.