Another hard night...
Baby has been asking the breast all afternoon and evening. I was sure that by sleep-time (around 10 PM) he would have been full and tired, but he still continued demanding to drink, crying and all until midnight.
The thing is, my milk didn't even have time to come back before he cried and he was frustrated and I felt terrible and emotionally drained, seeing he was that hungry and couldn't feed him.
Now I know that he's approching 6 weeks so it might be a growth spurt again, but he seems to be constantly in growth-spurt mode for the last weeks.
It's like my milk isn't enough, sometimes I pump and see he gets at least 4 oz and still asks for the breast right after and nurses a loooong time.
Add to that that one nipple that hurts, and you've got a mom ready to give up!