First of all I want to apologize for my posts being all over the place. Brayden, my DS, and I have been through quite a lot in these first two months... 3 days in the NICU (dehydrated, jaundiced, not peeing... Thought it was a faulty kidney but that wasnt the case), me having thrush for 5 weeks (so incredibly painful), DS having bloody stools (still), shallow latch, reflux, acting like he's not satisfied, colic like symptoms (screaming like he's in pain for a good 15-30 minutes after he eats), thrashing his head and pulling off crying... Again in the last 2 days (not sure if it's gas or the reflux... Definitely not over active letdown). Ugh I'm ready to give up... I know this is the best thing for him but I just can't stand to see him in pain anymore... I have a call into the dr to make an appointment with the GI dr to see whats going on... I've already seen the LC and she is the one that suggested seeing the GI doc. I guess I just needed to vent a little and need some support... My mom and grandma are telling me it's time to give him some formula... Side note: I'm having surgery in 3 weeks to have a cyst removed from my ovary as well.