Round about the 17 month mark of nursing, I'm guessing it's normal to get feelings of anxiety toward it. Oh, I'm not really going to wean. Frankly, I'm too lazy.
But I have been having feeling lately where I wish my boobs felt normal and where I wish I had my body back - if that makes sense.
I am sure PMS is coming soon, so that adds to it. My daughter is still nursing like a champ - although she's decreasing a bit. I guess it goes in waves.
But there are times when I really, really don't want to nurse - like I don't want to be touched and want NOT do it. The other night when she wanted to nurse for the billionth time, I told her the milk was all gone until the sun came up tomorrow. She whined and then rolled over and went to sleep. I don't really know if she understood that.
Anyway, I'm just rambling, but I'm feeling touched the heck out.