Really your story is inspirational. Especially because you are so young and a full time student. You should be applauded for doing such a good job. I know I have gotten zero family support since my LO turned one which is why I started attending LLL meeting. I also drive 45 minutes and sometimes I think that it's too far but afterwards I never regret it. Also I love this forum it helps knowing moms all over the world are doing the same thing. Its not gross its normal and the best thing for you toddler.