I have a 15 month old son and would LOVE to continue breastfeeding him, but I am pretty sure there's no more milk in my breasts and I'm not sure there has been the past few times I've breastfed him. I always think I hear and feel him swallowing milk, but when I tried to test my milk supply out tonight by manually expressing them nothing came out, even after 3-4 minutes.
Today is the first full day in 15 months that he didn't go to the breast at all. He's been going on every morning, but that's it. I asked him several times today if he wanted milk and he just said he didn't want any and then when I put him on the breast this afternoon, he went on like he was going to, but then decided he didn't and he split.
This is so hard. I just bawled and my husband just doesn't get it. I don't know how to feel about it. Part of me wants to breastfeed him for another 3-4 months and another part of me is almost ready to get my body back, but the former is much stronger than the latter. It's funny how you don't realize how much you miss something until it's potentially gone.
Anyone else out there having any of these issues/problems/braintwisters?